Tutorial hell/dilemma . Seeking perfection and Rant and a lesson

Tutorial hell/dilemma . Seeking perfection and Rant and a lesson I feel people here can learn or laugh about it but understand how much of a stray a person can get . started w c++ left it after finding it mundane for actual production cases and no peer group picked python made a okayish project left it for being too generic then picked cybersec (my degrees domain ) left it in between due to reading it's "non friendly entry job and requires the best of the best" picked java thought backend is the answer learned JAVA fundamentals and started spring boot (turns out people say there are no jobs in future nobody uses it in startups and not ez to get internship) now again people are saying go Pick up AI (langraph python) because the most jobs are there but now things are becoming serious with incoming needs of actual proof of work. but problem is when I go back for advice everybody is like go and choose what you feel like what feels most effective / passionate to you but I genuinely feel no inclination