45min a day leetcode is not easy

Hello Ya been working on leetcode 4 months ish now I think I’m at 30 problems I had three weeks break inbetween. I don’t like to move on to questions until I understood one I feel bit embarissed about

Hello Ya been working on leetcode 4 months ish now I think I’m at 30 problems I had three weeks break inbetween. I don’t like to move on to questions until I understood one I feel bit embarissed about my slow progress This 45min a day goal is so bloody hard?? Like sometimes I feel so unengaged and bored lol. People make it sound so easy and a lot of days I just don’t feel interested in the pattern. Or it takes me sooo much energy to come up with a learning method that will actually get me engaged… lol Anyone relate to this or no???