I am so confused and tired

I started to interview with this small Landscaping company for Landscape Designer position back in October, had 3 interviews. They said they were awaiting more projects to bring in more hands. They em

I started to interview with this small Landscaping company for Landscape Designer position back in October, had 3 interviews. They said they were awaiting more projects to bring in more hands. They emailed me last week asking about my employment and portfolio again. I have sent but at the same time I had another offer. I waited couple days and then followed up via saying I have another offer but willing to talk with them before making a decision since i wanted to work there. Then she goes saying they do not rush to hire and I should take the job. I did and next day, today, she posted the job again. I am so confused and tired, I really awaited this company... Can I say something or let it go..