Waiting too long

Hi, first time posting but just getting so anxious on this job. I’ve been stuck in a toxic work environment for 3 years now (bosses being fired consecutively, all remote and outsourced now, me taking on everyone’s responsibility, title changed to worse one) and a recruiter reached out to me on this great opportunity. This process started in early March and now, after an initial interview, and just last week on Monday I had 4 interviews with the team which I thought went really well. It’s been silence since (now next Wednesday). I’ve only talked to the recruiter Thursday and then again on Monday. It’s really starting to mess with me. I can live with the fact that I’m not their first pick but it’s eating away at me on how I did. I feel stuck and I’ve been wanting out of this company for years. How do you guys coupe? How should I be? I just really need to get out and I’m feeling after years that I will inevitably have to settle on leaving to a position I don’t like. I just need some kind of affirmation.